vent.

i’m hurting because the people i would have thought would be there for me when i needed them aren’t there for me. times like these, you need a certain support from certain people. & when they aren’t there it breaks your heart. i just wish the whole blood is thicker than water would be true but it aint in this situation. just when i thought it can’t get any worse; it does. i hate this feeling. words can’t even explain how i’m feeling because i’m dumbfounded. :/ i’m normally a happy person and try to keep it simple. 

my love for you won’t change. it’ll be hard but it’s worth the fight.

In a relationship, married or not… You should read this.

nathanpersuasion:

Marriage.

“When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?  

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I’m overwhelmed with so much I can’t even think. Training for work is going too quick and too much information. & when my sisters are stressing I’m the one they go to. So I end up stressing with them.

Annndddd to top it off, mom just lost her job. I’m really hating this economy because she’s a hard worker. She works her ass of to go above and beyond. I hate that everyone is bound to lose their jobs because stupid company is moving it overseas.

One of the main reasons I want to succeed in being a nurse is help every single one of my family. Yes them. They were there with me at my lowest so I’d love to be there with them at my highest. I haven’t started school yet but I cannot so I can be finished :)

Philippines

I’m so excited to be back home. Especially for my cousin Marco’s wedding in May :) it will be our reunion for the Gabriel family since a lot of us will be going home for the joyous event. I get to see my cousins I haven’t seen in years & be able to bond.