October 2011
6 posts
vent.
i’m hurting because the people i would have thought would be there for me when i needed them aren’t there for me. times like these, you need a certain support from certain people. & when they aren’t there it breaks your heart. i just wish the whole blood is thicker than water would be true but it aint in this situation. just when i thought it can’t get any worse; it...
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Marriage. “When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead...
September 2011
12 posts
root canal.
last night, i had a major toothache. toothache that kept me up from sleeping. pain radiated from the top left of my mouth to the bottom left. I was crying for hours due to the pain. it was excruciating. so today, paid my dentist an emergency visit. turns out i have to get a root canal. the only thing she was able to do today was take part of my nerve out to take some pain away. key word SOME....
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“when life gives you lemons, make lemonade.”
-no matter how hard the situation is, all you can do is stay positive because it can’t get any better if you continue to be bitter.
August 2011
6 posts
speechless.
i’ve got so much to do but nothing will come out of my mouth. i hate this feeling =/
July 2011
10 posts
“Life is really simple, but we insist on making it complicated.”
i just wanna scream and say “fck the world.”
yes it’s one of those days for me today. i deserve to crumble down and let my emotions ride my head. i’m in a roller coaster.
June 2011
21 posts
Being sick in the middle of summer is not fun. At all :/
first day of work
kicked my ass today. i can’t ever take that long of a break from not working. it’s something i know i need to survive with. i’m not used to it anymore. it was a long shift. but it’s an easy job. easy as anything can be. but i already feel monotone and it’s my first day. what a day huh. hahaha but i really hope they keep me. =) this job actually helped me realize i...
I hate it when I wanna say so much but can’t ever express it
Father's Day?
There is no such thing for me. I believe I’ve only celebrated this once my whole 23 years of life and that was my first year here in the US. I used to yearn for my dads love. I was searching for that father bond in someway. But i never got it & I know i won’t ever get it. I used to daydream about building memories with; wondering how it’d be when I lived with him… But...
last summer, we were all so close. i miss everyone & their mamas. i want to plan a bbq/kickback next week. just gotta get things together.
i can’t help but wonder what could have been if i stay living with my dad even though i know that i would have been miserable. i sit and wonder if it would have been better. i know it would have been good for my education. but i don’t know about my happiness. i know i wouldn’t turn back time to be with him, but it’s just that part of you that always wonders what could have...
